dear j,

it's been weird lately. i don't even know.

half the time we're good friends and the other half, you're a different person.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear d,

you make my life less stressful. you help me deal with things i don't know how to.

i confide in you and you have no idea how much that means to me.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear m,

you are the best teacher and the worst influence.

i have pretty big shoes to fill, don't i?

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear s,

you never listen. to me or to anyone with any amount of authority over you. you just do whatever the hell you want and you get away with it. you don't understand the repercussions and consequences. you don't even realize there are any.

i do the things i do because you're only leading yourself down a path of self-destruction. i know i can't stop you because you need to learn from your mistakes, but i can at least cushion your fall.

so shut up and reflect on every decision you've ever made. before it's too late and you realize how stupid you're being.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear k,

you're so stubborn. i hate it when you talk to me like i'm stupid. you should know what i'm like, and how i like to explain myself/say what i need to say.

stop cutting me off. it's disrespectful and just plain pisses me off.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear y,

i think our relationship is weird. i mean, i doubt people do what we do. it's interesting and refreshing.

i'd like to say we're close. not really close, but close enough.

but i still don't see it. or understand why you're doing that.

please stop.

or explain.

i'd appreciate it, thanks.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear reader,

just realized that e and mr. e could sound like they're in any way related. they're not. i don't even think they know each other.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear e,

i was talking to my mom about colleges this weekend, and i mentioned that i wouldn't be surprised if we didn't end up near each other.

i love how you and i can do anything and we can still have fun, like the last‒and almost every‒time we hang out. chilling out at your house and joking around. you're great and you have no idea how much you've changed my life. i don't know what's going to happen when we won't see each other on a daily basis.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear y,

please explain.

because honestly, i don't see it.

i just don't.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear mr. e,

you make class so amusing. it definitely wouldn't be the same without you. thanks for making us laugh.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

dear e,

thank you. for everything.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.

intro.

dear reader,

this blog will be filled with letters of unspoken thoughts and feelings i want to tell people but i won't (for whatever reason).

enjoy.

sincerely,
jordanleigh.